this year will be horrible year
as I predict the future become darker and darker
Life is full of dark comedy
horror everyday, boring everyday
I laugh in my bathroom so loud
try to get out from my biggest depression
Loveless is so boring and empty
I always dream to be Scopenhaure
Crazy and alone, die in the big house
schizoprenia they said, I dont believe that
cursed for my sins
the memory of my late beloved mother
how I treated her badly
Use to hate her, then I realize she is my only friend
blame the politician for being jobless
depression of being useless and useless has become ordinary daylife
the rain not fall until night
this year will be another horrible year
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